My experience with coronavirus was honestly not that positive. I went through a lot of hardships and obstacles only in one year and my environmental circumstances made it a lot harder. The reason I chose this image is that this was around the time I started getting off of my antidepressants. I was on Lexapro and Wellbutrin, both pills turned me into a robot that couldn't remember, feel, and lead me to feel disassociated almost all day. I was going through a silent journey while also dealing with constant daily struggles like losing my job, someone vandalizing my car (two instances), struggling with money for a period of time while I am still trying to focus on my mental health and school. I fell into a really deep depression and I felt like I was silently screaming in my head all day, alone, trapped in a house alone from the world and far from the way it used to be in society. It was really overwhelming but I am still slowly working on myself even with some bumps in the road and overall this time in my life had a lot of major changes in my personal growth and my surroundings.
November 6, 2020
Growth, Noor Fleifel, 2020